Excruciating Agony: A Personal Fight With the Enigmatic Suffering of Cluster Headaches
It was a overcast Monday in the morning in September 2016. I was working as a teacher, trying to settle a new group of students, when a sudden pain bloomed behind my right eye. It was followed by rapid stabs, like electric shocks. As each class progressed, the pain subsided and then returned with increased force. Multiple times that day I left a colleague with activities and ran to the staff bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I tried ibuprofen, but the pain remained unrelenting.
The headaches appeared repeatedly that fall, and again in spring, soon forming an annual pattern. September and October were the most severe, then February and March. I could predict the routine: aura in the morning, early twinges on the train, full-blown agony in class by mid-morning. In late 2019, a GP finally referred me to a neurologist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder.
This condition often start with intense pain around a single eye that lasts for three hours.
Approximately one in 1,000 individuals are affected by the disorder, and males are more often diagnosed. Cluster headaches typically start with sudden, excruciating agony around one eye that reaches its peak within a short time and lasts for up to three hours. Episodes come in clusters, daily or several times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or facial sweating. I have an episodic type, which occurs in periodic cycles; some patients have continuous cluster headaches, characterized by the absence of long pain-free periods.
What unites sufferers is the severity. One study rated the sensation at 9.7 10, more severe than broken bones or pancreatitis. Another discovered a significant percentage of cluster headache patients reported thoughts of self-harm amid bouts; the figure dropped to four percent when they were pain-free.
One patient, in her seventies, a chronic patient from Wales, finds this understandable. Her attacks started when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the floor and hit my head. That was attributed to being spoiled,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through her youth. Alcohol in her teens, similar to many causes, made things more intense. After having alcohol at her graduation party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the bus home.
Her relatives often interpreted her attacks as intoxicated behavior. Support eventually came from her parent and then from her partner, her spouse. “I was very lucky to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs took clerical work after moving, but often concealed her condition. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to absences during episodes. Her breakthrough identification came in the early 2000s at a national hospital.
Nevertheless, the failure to plan life around erratic pain took its effect. She especially disliked being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be cared for by her children during the incapacitation caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the small freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.
Headaches have been described across the ages. “The earliest description of headache comes by way of the ancient civilizations in 4000BC,” write experts in a publication on the subject. They linked the disease to an malevolent spirit who attacked his victims' heads.
Historical healing texts propose bizarre treatments for what modern observers would classify as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, migraine was identified as a distinct condition, with treatments ranging from bloodletting to other, more superstitious cures.
It was a Dutch physician who provided the initial comprehensive description of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he describes a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache happening and vanishing daily at fixed hours”.
The disorder were only officially classified by global headache societies in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a major artery that supplies blood to the brain. Leading specialists in treating the disorder note this.
In the late 1990s, scientists released the findings of a research project for which they had triggered attacks in patients and observed the episodes in a imaging machine. The results, featured in a major journal, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in pain, and a deactivation when they felt better.
Despite such advances, diagnosis remains slow. Jamie Charteris's attacks began in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had sinus problems; he underwent four operations before finally being diagnosed in 2014, after a doctor researched his complaints.
Neurologists say wait times in diagnosis and treatment happen because patients are seldom seen mid-attack. “You're tired and depressed, but not in agony,” one says. He proceeds by eliminating other primary head pain conditions, such as tension-type headache, before confirming the disorder. A detailed history is crucial: on which part of the head do symptoms occur? For how long? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as certain foods? Specific characteristics such as tearing, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help verify cluster headaches. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to dedicated clinics. But a lot of first arrive to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable therapies.
Dorothy Chapman, 78, has experienced the condition for most of her adult life, although she hasn't had an attack since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth pulled because dentists misinterpreted her pain. She thinks the dental profession still need much more awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was she who responded. The author recalls calling a helpline during an attack in 2021; a calm volunteer talked them through oxygen treatment and medication until the attack passed.
Official guidance on management recommend that patients are offered high-dose oxygen and/or a specific drug delivered by nasal spray. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive choices include verapamil, which apparently helps manage the attacks of some people.
But consultant specialists argue the guidance need updating to reflect a more defined treatment process and help GPs avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The duration of the bout dictates the treatment.” Brief bouts with infrequent attacks are managed with acute therapy alone. Longer or more intense periods require preventative medications such as verapamil, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a bout – an injection into the side of the skull where the discomfort is that reduces nerve activity.
The national guidelines need revising to reflect a